Love?

Love does not exist to me anymore.
My hands left empty my heart left cold,
I can't believe I let you get away.
One minute everything is going great,
then the next I fucked it up, all up.
I had some hope in my life
But then like always I fucked it, all up.
Never fell in love before,
But I won't let my heart slip anymore.
Tell me why I even let someone into my life?
Haven't I learned before that trust does not exist?
But still you gave me shinning hope,
you poured a light on to my soul.
I thought I wouldn't be alone.
One minute everything is going great,
then the next I fucked it up, all up.
I had some hope in my life
but then like always I fucked it, all up.