traffic

i sit at my window
watching the traffic go by
trying to figure out
why i am alive

i suck at life
i am a total fail
dumb as a door knob
and fat as a whale

as i watch the traffic
i think it would be just as well
if i got hit by a truck
and burned in hell

its easy as one two three
i go get a little drunk
i lay in the road
and then theres a thunk

before it hits
ill brace myself and sigh
and when it hits
ill scream goodbye