Sleep cries to me

I just want to rest
To feel the cold embrace of darkness
But sleep won't come to me
Not quite yet it won't
I take some more pills to coax it out of hiding
Like leaving a blood trail for a wolf
My mind is chiding
It won't shut up
Telling me ways I can die
A gun to the head is to easy
Should a leave a note goodbye?
Finnaly I smother myself with a pillow
And pass out for the night
Not waking up again
Till my eyes are full of light