goodbyes

scarlet walked down the long lonely road. Earphones plugged in her ears blasting a loud sad love story..she was going to see Romeo. Hopefully make him understand.he did nothing wrong.. She just wasn't ready..

When i looked up i saw him, hiding behind dark sunglasses. We didn't hug. I wanted to but we didn't, wanting is never enough.instead we walked, and there was silence.he asked why i wanted to see him. I honestly had no reason.maybe to check if he was alive, safe, okay?? I know he hates me right now. I hate myself more. Id rather hurt him this way then let him watch me die. I guess its just a phase, i didn't want anyone near me..what was the point? I was going to die soon anyway.but how do u tell the one u love your dying?? Wasn't it beta to end things? I don't know what to do. But iv made a decision..we met and now we part.but i needed the friend in him. My best friend. Who i cud cal and tell I'm dying and he'd tel me everything will b okay and i would believe him.. He doesn't have to kiss me and make ma forget the situation,, just to hear me out and be the one i lean on. But he cant b that with all the sexual tension lingering in the air..
I just keep uttering sorry.. But he doesn't understand, i don't think he wants to, blinded by anger and pain. I'd be too..he reminded me of all the promises he made, in my head they sounded like vows. But we were just kids. But i believed those promises, i just couldn't live long enough to fulfill them all..we are reaching the end of the road. He tells me i broke his heart. I broke mine to but that doesn't matter,, he starts to cross the road. I stop in my tracks.. He's leaving me, just like daddy did b4 i was born.. But he stops in his tracks, he turns around still standing on the road, i walk towards him and give him a hug.. i hold the man that i love so dearly, and in that split second wen i think hes going to hug me back.. He places his hands on my waist and pushes me away...