Believe

I believe in changes.
I believe in destiny.
I believe in a purpose with life.
A meaning for each existence.
I believe in consequences.
I believe in small errors in the system.
Everybody has their (un)conscious goal in life.
But what is my goal?
What is my purpose?
I don’t have any.
So I dream.
Dream and hope.
Hope for the day, that my existence will end.
I believe in that.
I hope on a life after this.
I fear for a life after this.
A life with goals.
A life with purpose.
A life with future.
A life without freedom?
Is that the life for me?
A life.
The life.