Decaying

Diminution, set forth staring at the disorder
Unaccompanied, with thoughts that are circumferencing
Insanity in it's final quarter, Desolation burdens with no supports
Solituded as I stand on the border
And try to climb mount everest, Only in my dreams
Because the sun scorches, and the moon shifts my tides
My love is out of control, I've detorted my demise
So much easier would letting go be,
Like a wild animal, impatience is in the Providence of me
Unable to comprehend people make mockeries
In my mind I'm screaming stop it please
I'm weak and I drop to my knee's
And die.......
But still yet I'm alive, contorted in a twisted disguise
Of Pity and disgust
I vault my love for her,Because it's better left unsaid
For there's no logical reality inside of my fucked up head
I'm weak and I drop to my knee's
and die.......
cold, dead and alone but still very much alive