Doubt

I doubt myself
And everyone else
I doubt the wrongs
And the twisted deformed rights
Really
Mainly
I doubt you
When I know that I shouldn't
I doubt that you actually loved me..
That I really come first before her
That I was really like your sister
But most of all
I doubt you even existed
Because it was
Too good too nice
Too comforting
Too much like home
Too good to be true...
You said you loved me
Before I said it to you
And you said it
Many times more
But I can't help
Feed that seed of doubt
Growing more each day
That your away
And never coming back.