Smiles are getting faker everyday

Stay treacle-edged while overseas,
just like I taught
oh pretty please?
Don't parallel to above the knees,
your sudocrem lines will taint.
My squeeze.

No paralysis or reaching nirvan-her
my emphasis is no disarm-er,
but in loneliness-
"you shouldn't harm her."

I've bitten nails right to the seams,
and my lips are half peeled
           with a split in between.
Picked my face; hands septically clean.

I'd watch your tongue, then again I'd watch them all.
Is it just that I enjoy appall?

Maybe for once dreams do come true,
and your socks will be on the floor,
just like she will be on you.