Disgrace

This past week,
I have been nothing but
A waste of breath and time.
My parents both hate me, and
Now I feel hated by others.
Ashamed of who I am, I
Can only cry.
It's the only thing I seem to
Do correctly.
I've been trying to work hard
To please someone,
But it only fails, and I have an urge to
Die. With the way it feels,
No one would bother to
Cry, only smile
That The disgrace is finally gone.
So maybe I should,
Maybe I will.
One day I will have the strength..
But right now, I'm too weak,
To lost to even try.