invisible

this is about the girl
that no one really knew.
she morned for a day when her friends passed away.
one by one..
with each funeral, she held on to the blade more than ever before
fighting the earges to slit her wrist,
to cutt so deep she may sleep forever.
at night , her nightmares seem so real..
one by one watching her friends die one again.
in this dream, she cant move to stop them
cant shout nor speak out against it.
she wakes up screaming, tears streaming down her face.
"its my falt they'er gone!!"
she says to herself over and over.
so now she lays there.
a shell of who she use to be.
the worst part of all.. that girl is me.


-sorry for any miss spelling-