"In Limbo"

"In Limbo"

The term we call "In limbo" is something I know well.
I've been caught inside this stupid term, it feels like I'm in hell.
"Life is what you make it"...isn't always fucking true, so many of us try and try and wind up feeling "blue".
I go to the extremes with my positive happy thoughts, so why then all these horrible & shitty damned onslaughts?!
Am I doing it all wrong?
Is there some secret I don't know?
I see lots of bad people basking in their glow!!
I don't like being in limbo...waiting around...for what?
Need this for that, & that for this, it makes me turn into a nut.