Waking To A Nightmare

waking up this morning i thought id be smiling
sadly i am not all i hear is yelling people saying "your lying"

i get up and leave my room
walking up to what could be my doom

standing there is my mother...
the one that threw me away

the one that never wanted me..
she came back just to see

i didnt know it was her till she whispers
"my babygirl"

i stood shocked and scared
why did she come here?

i take two steps back and stare
i shake my head no

she beckons me forward
i back away once more

i look to the mom that raised me
she looks upset

she says to me "say something to your mother"
no no no i refuse!

looking to my "mom" i say
"why are you here? why now?

after all these years you want me back?
do you know that she is my mom not you?

she tries to say sorry
i cant accept it

you've put me through too much
for me to forgive you

i walk out of the room and down the stairs
for thats where my bedroom dwells

laying back down on my bed
i feel odd like nothing is real..

then i remembered..
i was waking to a nightmare..