Disordered

My vision is blurred, unable to see
Ringing in my ears, deafening me

Fatigue deep set in every limb
But I know its worth it to become slim

Irrational, impatient, always crying,
Starving, hating, slowly dying

Saw my hipbones appear today
Gives me another reason to carry on this way

Overcome with stomach ache
Hope when I sleep, I won't wake

It so hurts, I scream in pain,
This eating disorder driving me insane.