Only Two Words ; Fuck You

 There was so much I was willing to do,
but in the end all I can say is "Fuck You".
I gave you my heart and you played me like a game,
10 years meant nothing and from all your fucked up shit
we'll never be the same.
Things were never perfect, but to me you could do no wrong,
it always amazed me how you could pretend for so long.
How did you look at me everyday to say you Love Me with a smile,
We didn't just end it, you've been planning this for a while.
There was pride in what we had and for a furure with you I was willing to try, for you there was no worth, no emtions while you walked away as I cried.
You say I'm on your mind always thinking of me,
Are those thoughts still there as your hands are on her titties.
Those amazing kisses you so freely gave away,
They were the same cherished kisses I looked forward to everyday.
It's been a solo journey of easing my pain.
Your wandering eyes, sadly I could not tame.
Getting over you is such a daunting task,
Smiling through my pain but at night I remove that fake mask.
You were my Prince Charming no matter it would be us two,
But the things you've said and the things you've done,
Instead of saying "I Love You", I should have walked out the door and said;
     "FUCK YOU"