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A taste of Hell
[b]So much going for you and now it's all gone
dopesick and broke every time it turns dawn
the chance of salvation quickly disappears
all thoughts are now diseased riddled fears!
how the hell can you make yourself sane?
can't even deal with your own self-disdain!
morals vanish as you're hustling stuff to sell
you'll regret it as you suck off Satan in Hell!
Author's footnote 6/1/12
For the past several months I have been stalked by an ex g.f. who has logged on DUP with eight different screen names.She leaves slanderous comments in my poem's comment boxes. She's even mentioned my family and friends by name. When I block her she just logs on as a new member with a new screen name.Right now she's using the screen names 'Reanimate' and 'letitgo'...yeah,she really should. I have actually deleted over fifty poems because of her. The poems that I did not delete are how I feel about this psycho web stalker/ex g.f. I will re-post the poems I deleted over the next few days...along with the comments,likes,reads,etc.
Written by michael g.m (13blueyes13)
Published 12th July 2012 6:01pm Last modified 31st July 2012 9:15pm
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Written on 13th July 2012 1:01am by waynehowell
I like this one A LOT, can relate to every word, as i taste it everyday myself !!!
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Written on 13th July 2012 9:37am. Last modified on 20th July 2012 10:44am by michael g.m
Thank you for your comment.I hope you have some control over addiction because it's a shitty way to go through life.Addiction isn't understood by a lot of people but I try to explain an addict's perspective through poetry.After almost thirty years of heroin addiction and just about any other drug I finally detoxed and rid my life of the insanity.If you're still struggling with the disease I hope you have some hope to get a grip on it.Believe me...even someone who has decades of addiction issues can be cured, and I'm one of the many still alive to prove it.
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Written on 29th July 2012 1:28pm by unklfestersnemisis
you are still an addict. Don't pretend to be someone you are not.
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Written on 29th July 2012 1:43pm. Last modified on 3rd August 2012 11:00am by michael g.m
Well,I might be addicted to this site and I do smoke a little weed but....whatever. But you already know that, don't you? Hey, I'm just curious...did you ever find that script of klonopins? You know, the script that you accused me of stealing. Kinda funny cause you never told me that I stole your script. Of course I found out when you posted your scorn induced accusations.Well,I think you really know I didn't steal anything so if you ever find them make sure you check the expiration date before you chug em' down. I wouldn't want you to get a tummy ache.
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Written on 2nd August 2012 3:27pm by maria.mimi
Great words, my friend. I believe you are the one with the gift. You are able to look back and face your past with such strength and humility. You have much to offer. Pity more don't know who you truly are.
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Written on 2nd August 2012 8:46pm by michael g.m
Thank you so much for your kind words, I'm truly flattered.
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Written on 2nd August 2012 10:54pm by dolphingal
It takes a strong person to overcome any addiction. You have found an outlet to express yourself and in turn, may actually help others. Keep doing what you are doing. You have a gift and should be proud. For those who opt to be weak, critical of others and belittle one who has turned his life around...it sucks to be you.
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Written on 2nd August 2012 11:17pm. Last modified on 3rd August 2012 8:15am by michael g.m
Thank you. I appreciate your comment and your insight. And it takes a lot to post it, so double thanks.
dopesick and broke every time it turns dawn
the chance of salvation quickly disappears
all thoughts are now diseased riddled fears!
how the hell can you make yourself sane?
can't even deal with your own self-disdain!
morals vanish as you're hustling stuff to sell
you'll regret it as you suck off Satan in Hell!
Author's footnote 6/1/12
For the past several months I have been stalked by an ex g.f. who has logged on DUP with eight different screen names.She leaves slanderous comments in my poem's comment boxes. She's even mentioned my family and friends by name. When I block her she just logs on as a new member with a new screen name.Right now she's using the screen names 'Reanimate' and 'letitgo'...yeah,she really should. I have actually deleted over fifty poems because of her. The poems that I did not delete are how I feel about this psycho web stalker/ex g.f. I will re-post the poems I deleted over the next few days...along with the comments,likes,reads,etc.
Written by michael g.m (13blueyes13)
Published 12th July 2012 6:01pm Last modified 31st July 2012 9:15pm
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
8 comments
262 reads
7 likes
Commenting Preference: The author encourages honest critique.
Re: A taste of Hell 1
Read Poems by waynehowell
Written on 13th July 2012 1:01am by waynehowell
I like this one A LOT, can relate to every word, as i taste it everyday myself !!!
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Read Poems by michael g.m
Written on 13th July 2012 9:37am. Last modified on 20th July 2012 10:44am by michael g.m
Thank you for your comment.I hope you have some control over addiction because it's a shitty way to go through life.Addiction isn't understood by a lot of people but I try to explain an addict's perspective through poetry.After almost thirty years of heroin addiction and just about any other drug I finally detoxed and rid my life of the insanity.If you're still struggling with the disease I hope you have some hope to get a grip on it.Believe me...even someone who has decades of addiction issues can be cured, and I'm one of the many still alive to prove it.
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Read Poems by unklfestersnemisis
Written on 29th July 2012 1:28pm by unklfestersnemisis
you are still an addict. Don't pretend to be someone you are not.
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Read Poems by michael g.m
Written on 29th July 2012 1:43pm. Last modified on 3rd August 2012 11:00am by michael g.m
Well,I might be addicted to this site and I do smoke a little weed but....whatever. But you already know that, don't you? Hey, I'm just curious...did you ever find that script of klonopins? You know, the script that you accused me of stealing. Kinda funny cause you never told me that I stole your script. Of course I found out when you posted your scorn induced accusations.Well,I think you really know I didn't steal anything so if you ever find them make sure you check the expiration date before you chug em' down. I wouldn't want you to get a tummy ache.
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Read Poems by maria.mimi
Written on 2nd August 2012 3:27pm by maria.mimi
Great words, my friend. I believe you are the one with the gift. You are able to look back and face your past with such strength and humility. You have much to offer. Pity more don't know who you truly are.
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Read Poems by michael g.m
Written on 2nd August 2012 8:46pm by michael g.m
Thank you so much for your kind words, I'm truly flattered.
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Re: A taste of Hell 1
Read Poems by dolphingal
Written on 2nd August 2012 10:54pm by dolphingal
It takes a strong person to overcome any addiction. You have found an outlet to express yourself and in turn, may actually help others. Keep doing what you are doing. You have a gift and should be proud. For those who opt to be weak, critical of others and belittle one who has turned his life around...it sucks to be you.
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Read Poems by michael g.m
Written on 2nd August 2012 11:17pm. Last modified on 3rd August 2012 8:15am by michael g.m
Thank you. I appreciate your comment and your insight. And it takes a lot to post it, so double thanks.
Published 17th Aug 2012
| Edited 19th May 2015
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9th Nov 2012 4:25am
I thank you for the compliments and the sympathy. I haven't had any problems on here for over two months now...so, I'm gonna knock on some wood.
26th Nov 2012 6:35am
26th Nov 2012 6:35pm
Well, thank you! If she starts harassing me again, can I count on your support? She's scared off easily by intelligent women... so if you ever see a nasty comment by a new member on any of my poems...chances are, it's her. Feel free to ask me for the ammunition to use on her. I have loads!
