Misled

I've been misled from a child
Now I've made a wrong turn
From now henceforth
Everything's bound to go wrong

I shall never see adulthood
Yes that I've forfeited
My sacrifice to the game
My true lies,my shame

Mama I never meant to break your heart
But I was misled
The very day I left your house
That was the day my innocence fled

You told me he was family
You said he would stand as my dad
But words cannot express
All the series of abuses I've had

I'm battered,I'm bruised
I've been abused,I've been used
Too scared and ashamed to tell
All what I've been made to do
And that's why I ernestly wish for hell

Bye bye mum this is not the life for me
Please understand I never meant to have blood on my hands
Maybe if you were there for me
I wouldn't have strayed this far

Bye bye uncle Dube
You've brought me so much misery
In case you see god first,tell him
The little brat that sent you here's on his way

Bye bye cruel world,there's so much I'd love to see
But the time's too short,so I guess this is it
Poison his drink,do the same to my tea
On his way down to abyss,its me he'll see