Behind Locked Doors

Behind locked doors,
Is the safest I've ever felt.
There are no 'get over it' remarks,
And no "You did this to yourself"
Here, behind these locked doors,
Everyone understands,
For that everyone is me.
I have gotten to tired to
Face the daily fight
Of the judgement and blame
That existed in the world..
The waste of space that I tend to be,
Now feel safe behind locked doors.
I question if I'll get better..
Or just accept the hand that I was dealt.