ive lost myself..

lost,confused,alone,and weeping.
please stop the darkness from seeping.
blinded by childish fears and disires.
pushed forward by sinful filled fires.

where have i lost myself?
sitting here like a ragdoll upon the shelf.
forgotten and abandoned,but tied up in tight with a bloody bow looking like roses,neatly laid out n a tidy little row

its hard to say where ive gone.
its been way too long.
so listen to me sing my song.

im among the damned,the forgotten and the castaways.
a broken little song bird,cursed to never fly away.
clipped wings.she sits inside her ash lined cage.
to sing the song of misery until hell sees its final days.

and she'll be erased from the memory of the world.
she wouldve gotton her wish to be just a forgotten little girl.
her and her memory would simply just die out.
and no one would ever remember all the words she'd screamed out.

and maybe one day,as youre walking down the perfect little street.
youll simply get a suddenfeeling,of something missing.
your life is perfect always has been.so what possibly could it be?
it couldve been that that feeling,of emptyness was me..