Your Lie

I thought I knew
I guess even that was a lie too

I didn't have time to throw around I love you
Apparently that never mattered to you

You said I should put my foot down
Well guess what...now its you who's giving me the frown

I had close to nothing
No I have nothing...but maybe I'm on to something

A lie or two goes a long way
It hurts more knowing none of you wished to stay

I cared for you more then all the rest
Just for you to rip my heart from my chest

A kiss to the forehead is better then a fist
But I'd rather have a fist then this

I'll never again give up my heart
Not like it matters...you ruined my new start

You made a promise one of hope
Now I'll just sit here broke attempting to cope

I don't even care for you saying "I'm sorry"
I don't even know why you worry

Eyes see all the evil
They wouldn't have to if people weren't so midevil

So I'll stick to myself
Reading the books on my stocked shelf

I won't feel a thing
I'll throw my feelings away...an animal it will bring

Till the bluebird finally croaks
And her song becomes a stupid hoax

No words are hidden no matter chances
And there will be on secret romances

A few more days will go by
And I'll keep thinking of your lie