Tears

these tears that fall down
d
o
w
n

they hit the floor
and there they stay
my face is salt  soaked 
and you arent here
no.
not
now
your not

everywhere i look in
my room it reminds
me of you
memories haunt
this place where you
should still be

but i know its no use
you wont come
back
not after what
i did

how could anyone
still love me?
it seems impossible

so now here i
am sobbing silently
as my tears
fall
d
o
w
n

but they dont hit the floor
a hand reaches out and catches one

i look up and there you
are.
you came back and
now i hope you stay

so that these tears wont
have to fall again