Unwanted

I feel as if im unloved
Like I dont have a purpose
in this world
I feel like im stuck in hell
and the hell is Earth
Im trapped by chains that dont
rust or wear
I wonder why am I here
Am I just a toy,pawn,or an animal
that should be caged up
Which is it
I need an answer
I need to know
Who am I
Am I human or an foreign and
unwanted creature
Why am I hated,shunned,
and rejected
Why do they cause me pain
Why do I always hurt inside
Why does my heart ache
Why am I shaking in fear
Fear of ever being treated badly
by everyone around me
My fear grows
Only to be food for this person
who despises me
Why do I have to pay the consequences
of everyone elses actions
Why cant anyone just tell me the truth
Is it because Im a stupid and annoying
person no animal
Why dont they tell me how they feel
If they dont care at least
I know they would care
Care if I got hurt
Care if I died
They hate me and I hate them
They shouldnt feel ashamed
I know that im not wanted
Its not like I asked for this life
I swear I didnt
I now know the truth
Know the truth of what im
worth to them
Im worth nothing
Just trash for them to throw away