Monster That Kills Me

Darkness fills the space all around me.
There is nothing I can see.
You strangle the life out of me.
I can no longer breathe.
Is this the death that I need?

It ends and I look around.
I'm lying on the ground.
I hear no sound.

I get up feeling awaken.
My mind feeling shaken.
My lungs about to cave in.

Is the monster still here?
I see something, though it's not clear.
Then it starts to appear.
I feel my own fear.

I look down to see blood.
From my wrists, it looks like a flood.

I look up and see.
What I see is me.
I look carefully.
My vision is becoming blurring.
Then I see... I am the monster killing me.