worth it?

Have you ever had the feeling
That trying has suddenly become to
Hard?
that nothing motivates you
To even want to get out of
Bed in the morning?
that you figured life would become
Easier..
To end it
With a slice of a blade
The bang of a gun
Or swallowing just enough pills
To succumb to the darkness
Of a deep sleep
to last forever.
A note? For a last goodbye?
Or nothing but memories
Of people who knew you?
A reason of explanation
or the mystery to lie
forever unknown?