Bite the mistakes, spit out the choices

Everyone talks of
heartbreak and heartache
but what happens
when the thread
of your soul begins
to break
when the small fragments
of hope, faith, and happy
are replaced
by the bittersweet taste of
envy, jealousy ,and hate
do you let them wither away
only to escape into the bottomless
pit of yesterdays mistakes
or do you pick up the fallen
pins and reshape them
into the sturdy band
you need to hold your hair back
from your shoulders
that cant seem to bare anymore
weight
rowing through the river of rain
you created from all the anger that wont
subside
you watch the world with different eyes
taking your time to decide
on what to choose
to live, reshape, or
dissapear behind the scenery
of your average
everyday life.