Make believe

In the land of make believe, i don't even believe in me.
Is there something wrong with me, is this how I'm meant to be?
In the back of my mind, is something horrible. 
My heart is beating out of time.
There's a fine line between, depression and happiness.
I wont run away, I'll fight for my beliefs.
All those memories and stories i told you at midnight.
They all mean the most to me because they are all i have.
And i wasted them all on you, i thought you were the one.
You proved me wrong girl.
I actually fell for you.
I wish i didn't.
I've never been so messed up.