Abstract Confessions

Abstract Confessions
My emotions run unclear,
Expressing them verbally is almost impossible.
Why now?
Why must I engage an inside battle…
When you’re near?

Could it be my lack of knowledge?
Could it be my fear?
Fear of you not listening to me?
Certainly it’s fear to rejection.

Why should I struggle?
Why I should I keep my feelings bottled up?
My head screams for hate
While my heart longs for company.
What to do?
I have no clue
Cupid… Fuck you!!!!