grrrr

 barely breathing,
 angrily seething
 words uttered in hate
 such a shameful gate
 fake smile on display
 worn every friggin day
 calculated disregard
 getting out of bed so hard
 twisted thoughts left unsaid
 broken dreams fill my head
 flirting with insanity
 uttering profanity
 living in a fantasy
 ignoring the reality
 world spinning out of control
 burying myself in a hole
 laughing never knowing why
 watching the world pass me by