lost

i dont know whats worth fighting for or why i have to breathe my thoughts are fading away like smoke ,wait im falling apart agian i wish i would not say what i dont mean my mind is twirling around im spinning with my back agianst the door inside i realized that im the one confused ill never be alrite im banging on the walls cause im the one that falls i wish i had the clarity to show you what i mean before i self destruct tonite