Infidelity

I kissed her…more gently
Than I did yesterday
As if I’d make up for the aggression that held me submissive to another woman’s temptation…last night
Hiding my infidelity like a bug still left in her roses
Eating away at what use to be beautiful
in a lustful fantasy
Comparing moans that might later be cries
One lays on my chest & the other lays on my thighs
I kissed her…more gently
Than I did yesterday
Telepathically asking forgiveness
Coz that same tongue is too afraid to spit the truth about something it shouldn’t have swallowed
In a careless daydream
I’m hiding my flashbacks under wet panties
Masking the trapped smell of her juices on fingers behind my lovers back when I hold her
Hoping she doesn’t see the scratches down my back so I fold her
Like I’m Punishing her doggy style for the b*tch in my mistake
As if she didn’t love me enough for me break    
I kissed her more gently
Than I did yesterday  
And said goodbye