What I Can Accomplish

I can accomplish anything as long as I can pull the strength to  my heart.
I've been playing tug-of-war with it for years and now It's the one that eats the dirt and has to get back up and start from the starting line just to be engulfed in the earth which I like to call me.
Strength is now apart of me. permanently. because it hit me hard when it loss grip of the rope
And that's because I pulled it fast inspired by my desire to properly cope
With issues  that I can't even see a light in a mind full of disrupted hope
So strength fell on me so hard that it was knocked out, an opportunity for me to  drag it into my heart.
Now with this strength
What I can accomplish
Is winning more tug-of-wars with obstacles.