The Same Old

It's the same old bullshit again
How its lonely in world full of friends
Late night thoughts, the perfect time for it's mind to get caught
In a relentless world where all its fantasies and nightmares have fought
Borderline sociopath, half way schizophrenic
Hold on, nows not even the time to panic
I mean emotionally detached has always been normal, nothing new
Except now during the day lives joy, and at night that is subdued
Suppressed and oppressed by the undermined hatred that lies within
How could anyone love such a thing, but how could this thing love endless
Endlessly is the love just as the hate is too
A walking contradiction, each one fighting to take over who?
This thing doesn't know what it is, it speaks, it thinks, it works
It is full of nothing but joy, joy, and hurt...hurt
Hatred consumation
Mental contamination
Love abundance
Walking abomination
FUCK
Love hurts, but it shouldn't and hatred hurts but it should
So why does love hurt and hatred not
Friends have been abandoned, men overboard
Memoeries fade as the present is torn
Fuck the past because memories eventually fade to black
Living in the now is the only option, no turning back
The same old poem is written, ranting about it's psychological troubles
Two it's trapped in one, seeing doubles
Good and Evil, Right and wrong
Have been inside fighting for so long
Constant power struggle like a country on a big ego trip
Or two homosexuals in love, deciding who takes the pitch
Metaphorical visuals, twisted but getting the point across
Maybe jesus is made up, and there never was a cross
Who gives a shit, say it is real, jesus said love thy neighbor as your own
So who are we to judge or intrude on someones life, stop acting like nosey children, aren't you grown?
Don't fall in love because you run the risk of being trampled again
Fall in love, because nothing feels better then loving some one until the end
Let it go, she's never coming back, hope her heart is shattered like yours
Let it go, she's never coming back, hope she lives out her happily ever after opening life's good doors
It's always been about love, hurt, pain, it is all it knows, all it breathes
Lost a close friend, thought they'd be buds forever, please

Mirror mirror on the wall, fuck you, It knows it's the sickest of them all
At any moment a slip of anger could be the downfall
Blacking out, losing control, seeing red
Who knows, maybe when it comes back to it senses some one could be dead
Almost two decades of life, 13 years of death, and 5 years of pain
Maybe it is one of the creatures the so called God disdains
God, what is this God?
If we are all God's children, what made jesus so special?
Almost at the point of no return, I don't know if you can help him
Beliefs equal control
Emotions equal weakness
Let the hatred take over
& seep in

Beliefs equal faith
Emotions equal strength
Let the love take over
& joy seep in




The same old song, the same old tune
Just a different rhythm under tonights moon