I Can't Breath

he's said good bye
now all I want to do is cry
like someone has taken the oxygen right out of the air
he's gone, it's like he was never there
I can't breath, my heart is breaking
I can't breath, is my life worth taking?
the pain is to much I can't take it
I can't breath he's gone
he never even told me what I did wrong
shattering my world is shattering, oh God help me
he's gone and the pain is all I see
with one word and like that he was gone
I can't breath, I can't breath, what did I do wrong???
he didn't even let me explain
oh God the pain
crying torn on the floor
no I do not think I want to live anymore
he's gone and I'm alone again
how can I live? how can I live without him?
he made my dead heart beat
what will I do without his heat?
never to see those eyes again
never to feel him
can't cry
can I die?
I just want to die, please someone tell me why?
why did he leave? why did he go?
for reasons I still do not know
my knife calls to my wrist, my wrist cries for the knife
the floor misses the taste of my sweet red blood
and without him why should I fight?
he wouldn't even let me try to explain to make things right
so maybe I will bleed out finally tonight
to make my blood flow from my pretty blue veins
walk in the bloody path the women of my family have lain  
I can't breath and I don't know what I did wrong
I'm so weak, sad, alone and I'm no longer strong
why should I go on? when all I do is wrong?
I'm hurting and no ones here
I'm hurting and my knife is becoming closer and closer to becoming my final dear
God, he was all I ever wanted all I ever asked for
now that he to has left me im tired cold and just like I was before
my heart is breaking, my hands are shaking
and now death is calling me once again
could it be true that death is my only true friend?
the one who is always there in the end