No Note Suicide

You won't forgive me..
But I know you'll, be alright..
It tears me apart,
To sacrifice it all,
But you're forcing me
To let go..
It hurts to breathe with every second
That passes....
I've done a lot for you,
But I know it's never enough..
I wish I could make my heart a better
Place.. I Tried many times, but nothing
Was real.. I'm only one step away
From turning around..
I'll try to believe this isn't
Real.. But I know it is..
It'll be quick, and it'll be painless..
I'm on the edge again,
But this time, I have no saviour...
This is my no note suicide..