Where are you

You’re so far away
I can’t even think I’m going to see you anymore
Your eyes seem to be afraid of me
Your sense must have said that I am not the chosen one
It kills me how you are ignoring me
It’s like I’m in the coldest, deepest hole where the sun never shine
My heart is searching for you, but you are the needle on the mark
The more I feel down, the more I see you
The more I feel loss, the more you stuck
The more the days go the more I feel pain
You’re never here, I never see you
Everyone talks about you, I can’t remember how you look like
Everyone flies away when you’re around them
But me, I never fly, someday I will be the last one on earth
The more you chase all people to yours
The less people are here
Should I be scared to be lonely?
Should I pretend to be flying?
I do not know…