Time is ticking

Waiting is like torture  
It’s like being stabbed countless times in the heart with a sharp knife held by you with a smile your face
All my patience, all my love, all my sacrifices, did it all add up to nothing. My heart bleeds for your return even though you have damaged my heart deeply
If you could see my heart it's not pumping blood....it's laying dead on the floor where you left it waiting for you to continue this painful torture.  what you might see is an empty shell of who she used to be