Thats what I get

Angry words,
Should have never been spoken,
An innocent heart,
Should have never been broken.

Heartless secrets,
Should have been kept,
So many nights,
I should have left.

Unfair compromises,
Should never have been made,
So many scars,
That will never fade.

Sexual things,
Should never had been done,
So many times,
Had the chance to turn and run.

Strange emotions,
Should never hace been felt,
A heart of black,
Should never had been helped.

One girl,
Should never been met,
I saw the good in her,
I guess that's what I get.