Im dying because of you

Im thinking about it and i want to do it. Fast and painless, right?
Im holding this heavey metal gun in my hand waiting for my
Finger to the pull trigger. Waiting for you to come and say im sorry
Because what you did hurt. My insides are breaking and bleeding
Pushing themselves out of my skin. Don't bother asking about my heart though
You stole it and never gave it back. I guess i should have expected this
From someone as foul you. But for some reason i still love you. It doesnt
Make any sense because you did every bad thing in the book. yet i still yearn
For your warm embrace, and your soothing voice in my ear. I cant forgive you
, dont think i ever will forgive you. I can't give you another chance, ive given you
More than you deserve. So this is my very last goodbye. Goodbye to all, cause i
Think in your hearts and your minds that everyone knows where this ends.
With me on floor and a fatal bullet wound.