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Everyday I wait for you

I wake up crying every night
and reach out towards you.
when i realize your not there
you never were, and it's all in
my head. I get up with red puffy eyes
every time dawn breaks and look out my window.
i make a promise to myself,"Todays the day"
but its a lie. i don't have the courage
to slice my skin, or pull the trigger
and bring myself sweet release.
I guess in some twisted way, I'm holding onto the
false hope that you will notice me
and come to me with your troubles and your woes
and your heart so full of love.
Every day i wait for you by my favorite willow
tree, which so happens to be across from yours.
I watch your beautiful blue eyes taking in the world around
and hope that one day those baby blues will look at me.
every day of my life i live for you and wait for you
to notice the boy that's always there.That boy with dark hair and green eyes. That tall boy that yearns for you. That boy that waits for you everyday. That boy that's me.
I'll catch you when you fall, i just hope it's not too late.
Written by Myheartdiesforyou (Mysa)
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