need

need grows by pain
suppresses my thoughts that where sane
now its just desire
it just takes me a little higher
a little farther away from my pain with a knife in my legs
just takes the heavy bleeding heart it segs
low like my thoughts i have
i am a slave
to my hurt
but maybe if i weren't
so empty... but here i go again winying
i could get out of my binding
i am trying my hard
but i know i owe you all so much when i'm better i'll give you a card
my ace
thats all i have to give in this place
if i had four i'd give them to you
but i'm in such a slue
i don't know where they are
this deck came with a few less highs and a lot more lows so i never could hit par
but i owe you so much sweet
i know its wrong its not my place but i wish i could be the one to treat...
you the way you deserve
many times i just wanna swerve
right into a wall
but i'm wrong i just end up in a stall
trying to move on
but stuck by my past so i just feel like my hopes where a pon
i already sold to stay in the game
maybe one day this all won't be the same
i'll be ok and give all i owe back
but now i just wanna stack
wrong on wrong
and dig my knife deeper
tell i'll i am is a sleeper
but you stop me
and i need someone like you to make me be
i'll i can be
i don't let you see
how much i want you
i know i shouldn't