my problem

it seems to my sadness more and more no one will ever love me
the one inside
i'm told its cuz i'm to strong coming on
but why is everyone so quick when it comes to my dick
do they care not for me ever?
cuz i do them...
i just wanted to hold and love tell the morning knowing someone wanted me
but they seem to want me all hot tell they dirty another pair of panties
will anyone want the one driving? the one steering the one under here?
it just happens over and over...
i want to drowned them in my never ending love
not squirts of cum...
but i answer so swiftly to please them
it hurts me after when i realize what i have done
i've sold my dignity again
i wanted to be wanted to much
i did anything...
at such a high cost to my soul
isn't there anyone that can handle my love?
as a lover not a friend?
the full force of me?
cuz i so desperately wish to love
i just need to be loved back
properly...