fired burned out! or did it never light up?

the fire went out in just a single second
without a recognition dat someone woulda mention
she just wanted my attention
my affection, and then she woulda tear it..
i thought it as a blessing
i knew ur ex woulda/coulda made it
he cheated but you still forgave him
lust killed ur love over anything and everything
the truth be told, yet you know im not mess'n
hurt (no) sad (a little)  just ur happiness
without remorse..not a single message
you told me.. warned me but i ddint listen
foolishly blind and u kept it with the teas'n
lead me on? but I kept on breathing and seeking
do i want to die or do i love this feeling?
for all i be giving.a lot losing everything
so i start once again since the new start
get together gotta stay alert n intact
the eyes are open when the heart can be closed
all i can do. keep my head up in life. and just have HOPE!


MY LIFES AND DREAMS NEVER TO BEE SEEN
NOBODY KNOWS ME. YET YOUR JUDGING ME
YOU SEE WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE
YOU FORGIVE WHAT YOU WANT OR NEED
MY HEADS NOT HURTING N I RATHER NOT THINK OF IT
JUST GET AWAY FROM ME. U WILL JUST GET MY FRIENDSHIP
IMA LET IT ALL OUT CUZ MY HEART KEEPS POUNDING
I FEEL UR MY ENEMY. I NEED TO LET TIME PASS..I THINK IM RESSURECTING
ALREADY....HOPEFULLY


... FUCK IT....FUCK...DAMM...
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE.. ITS HURTING FROM THE INSIDE...AND FUCK... HAHA I GUESS I NEED TO CHANGE MY MOOD....

AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW....

CUZ YOU NEVER KNEW..

AND U WILL NEVER WILL....