i (si)

 i cut myself with this knife
many people ask my why
some people think that they know
they say attention seeking is my goal
i tell you that is far from truth
i cut myself because i love you
i cut myself because i care
for lifes moments that are not fair
and many times to punish me
it helps me deal with anxiety
because i can't cut someone else
i cut to rid the pain i've felt
i cut for love, hate and in between
to ease emotions that are controlling me
i cut to escape from emptiness
to relieve overwhelmingness
i cut for feelings of unreality
to release the anger within me
i cut myself to control my life
its better than suicide
and whats most importantly
i cut myself; all for me