Firelight Hopes

I was sitting by my fire place trying to warm myself from a coldness that i have been stuck with for quite some time now. No matter who warm i got that chill was still there reminding me that the cold that i was feeling had only one way to be warmed. I’ve gotten use to the fact that the state that i would most likely live in would be a lonely one. but thinking back one what was told to me a long time ago from a very smart friend of mine. "A sunrise is only as special as the person who is sharing it with you". unfortunalty i was never so fortunate to have anyone who cared enough for me to even think of sharing a special moment with me. So now i set back looking into the fire that i had made to try to give my soul its warmth and became intoxicated in the dance that it was showing to me. i looked around to only see the candles i lit showing me the same dance. i lost all concept of time watching the dance of love and death that was the fire.

I was brought out of my trance by the slightest of touches on my back. i turn around to see the most beautiful woman i have ever seen, but she was familiar to me. looking into my eyes with something i never thought ment for me "Love". She smiled at me with a smile that i knew was ment only for me, and pulled herself in close to me. "Why do you have it so cold in here. Was it ment just for me? Did you do this to let me know that you are more than willing to be the warmth in my blizzard?" said this woman that seemed only to be from my dreams. her voice caressed its way into my eyes flowing over my skin like a wave of warmth. "Why do you look at me like that? Haven't we known each other long enough for us to just do what we want and not worry about anything? Would you mind if we move closer to the fire, id like to lie down" she said with a heaviness of what was coming.

The fire’s dance was now not only in the hearth but now danced along her skin its shadows giving her skin a lustful glow. She lifted up and kissed my somehow bare chest, and pulled me close our bodies touching as much as possible now. when she pulled back from her kiss i leaned in and kissed her. She started falling backwards pulling me on top of her never letting us break the kiss. "I always have to wonder how i became so lucky to have someone love me the way you love me, the way you show me you love me". A warmth ran through my inter body as i moved down and kiss her collar bone, she gave me a mewing sound for this. She pulled me down to her and i smiled and layed my head beside hers something I’ve only felt in  dreams sweeping over me "love".

We layed the holding each other whispering secrets to one another watching the fire’s glow dance over our skin. She looked up to me and with a pure smile i notice that she was no normal woman, but all i could do was smile back with love. "I’m sorry my darling but our time is almost over for tonight, i wish it could never end. but do not worry soon we shall be able to be each others love. I’m am so sorry that this will be nothing more than a dream till that time comes but i hope you will still wait for me my love" she said raising up and gently biting my neck. As she did i looked into the fire watching its dance of love and death wondering what she ment.

I looked around my living room trying to figure out why i was sitting so close to the fire with no shirt on. the candles that i must have light were now dieing down as i walked to my room. As i got ready for bed all i could think about was the warmth i was feeling. as  climbed into bed i looked to my nightstand to see a rose. i looked in awe at this black rose that had white pettales in it i picked it up seeing a letter under it. As i picked up my remarkable rose i noticed on the white pettles were crimson spots here and there. having a strange feeling come over me i look at the letter and read what it said. "a life of realistic dreams and death giving life and love. this i give to you my love" i put the letter down feeling more than tired and for some reason it felt like someone was kissing my neck. i raised my hand to my neck as the feeling went away, and i looked at my hand confused. Before sleep overtook me i noticed that my palm was now crimson, but i eased into a sleep with a feeling of happiness and love.