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There are days where I'm fucking estatic
But those days come less and less
More often I'm so fucking angry and pissed off
Theres rarely a good reason
I get pissed until I want to scream
And tear at my hair
I want to shout and hit things
And hurt myself and others until I can't fucking move No one listens
Because no one wants to help
Help me heal
All I really fucking need is someone
Someone to listen and help
Help me heal the damage I've done
To just make me feel something besides anger
I need some fucking help
But no one seems to hear my screams
I don't know why I'm saying this to you
But i just fucking need to vent
No one will ever get me the help that I need
If it was my sisters they'd be tripping
Trying to help
But not me
Never me
Oh well their loss
Because someday someone will care
And then they'll help me heal
But until then don't be suprised if you turn on the TV
And the on the news their talking bout
Some chick who flipped shit and killed a bunch of people and then took her own life
And all those peole were her family
Then everyone will shake their heads
And act like they knew me and
They'll shake their heads and say "I never saw it coming"
Act like they knew me
Fucking bastards
This is the end
I gotta do right by me
So keep on watching the news
Look for a girl
That girl is probably me