Why Do I Love You

I don't see why I love you.
I will never be able to be with you.
Do really love me?
Or are you tring to make me feel better?
It is getting hard for me to understand some stuff.
I am losing your face in my head.
Who are you?
You think I am weird.
You don't like me.
I know it all.
I can't get the courage to ask you out.
I already know your answer.
It is no.
I don't even have to ask.
Can't you see that I love you.
I have for a long time.
Please.
Give me a chance.
I look at you everyday.
I stare.
I watch.
But you don't notice.
Your lovely.
But I am not.
You're popular.
I am an outkast.
Why do I love you?