See thru my eyes

See thru my eyes and feel my pain never have I ever had to taste the rain walk in my shoes and you'd go insane never had anybody felt this way constantly feelin the ties that bind me to this plane never could anybody stand the same lookin for ways to stop the blame always without havin nothin to say wishin I could find somebody whod wanna stay instead of gettin people who wanna walk awah things get to hard for them as the color turns to grey as I mess up another crazy dayand I can't seem to get outta my own way as people's venomous words start to spray faster than wen people start the gun play back and forth and back again swinging like a pendulum in the wind unsure of who I can consider a real friend lose my site as I go around the bend lookin for a lady that's heaven sent but my heart I gotta defend before my mind is lost again havin no idea wat to do then but for everybody else I jus pretend