Pleasantly Numb

Im pleasantly numb now
dnt rip that apart
numb in the soul
numb in the heart
when the time comes
im sure it will break violence hate maddening fears
shall come out with hallowing tears
but leave now the path
i choose dnt break my wall for hell to come forth
content in my lack of happy times content with my lack of
emotional binds i kno i need someone
not right now
not this time
i kno i need help
not right now
not this time my emotions are faded
soleave them be there
i dnt want
dnt need
thier brutal stare