Goodbye

I cringe as the rain,
Touches my face,
Washing away,
That bitter taste.

I told myself,
Once before,
Never again,
But my heart was torn.

It happened again,
So i built up my wall,
This time, to let nothing in,
Not even a call.

A cry of familiarity,
Not even that,
They'll all go someday,
The more my heart would crack.

Broken it is,
In pieces it shall be,
Scattered like stars,
Upon the moonlit sea.

Alone i will be,
Emotionless and safe,
Is this the path I truly choose?
When I have lost all faith?

So goodbye to you,
Goodbye again,
The next time I see you,
Which only God knows when,
You will be happy,
Without me there,
Don't try to deny it,
Though I knew once, that you cared.

I wish you well,
Be on you're way,
There's nothing else,
Which I can say.