Everything

I've been keeping this love dust cut up in my sink
It's hard
Harder than what you might think
I can't fix a damn thing
I've been putting your pretty face on repeat

Your words are gut ripping

A playlist to cry to and a playlist to dream
Things were never so stomach turning
No matter how sick you did seem
Who needs me
A pretty little rope and a tall dark tree

I write the truth, while you "succeed"

A car ride alone is as dangerous as the pills I keep
A trap, a box, to hide what i'm thinking
I've been throwing myself in
To let it all come down on me
Everything

So you stand tall because i'm down with collapsing

An old note
A shoe box filled with an empty dream
You got the best of me
And you've got whatever is left of me
Nothing

You can't run away from a devastating downswing

blue eyes, you're taunting
No baby
your breath taking and haunting
stunning
And you mean everything except nothing

I lost you, murder never felt so tempting

It's  four in the morning and up writing
Your asleep
Predictable and sickening
That ordinary girl in your arms, doesn't mean anything
While your at work, that bitch is out whoring

Save those transparent happy lies, they're fucking boring

I stare out a window, while it's raining
A tear for you, I miss us playing
Fucking and love making
Missing you is contradicting
You're laylee-betraying

I was faithful until the end, all I'm saying

A cut for you and cut for me
I wish I could cut until I was unable to bleed
I miss everything
And I know you're happy it's killing me
And that just means two things

I'm innocent and your just sickening
To put your dot through such suffering

Hey, blue eyes, did I ever tell you, you meant everything