my story

I have a mother who loves me
A grandfather who cares
An angel somewhere
But all I feel is cold pain
Only feel something else when I cut
I live behind a mask
Drowned in my past
I believe in little besides death and suffering
I believed in a father who would become a dad
I believed Alexa was everything and when she’d said it’d be forever it would
I believed Tala was a sister beautiful person and there was a better world
Now my dad is my problem full of hate
My everything is not mine and gone
My sister a trader who I know not how I still love
Should my life turn to death
…